win some or learn some...

there is a push and pull in every day, every moment, really: what I want to do, what I "need" to do, what I feel obligated to do, what I really should do.  then there is the reality of what I actually do.  to balance it all takes careful consideration, forced listening to the still quiet voices, and a partner who holds me accountable in ways I grumble about but actually depend on.  so here is my attempt at balance: a space to write, something I want to do, should do, and have been begged to do by my husband.  one simple act fulfilling so many parts of my daily push and pull.  and whatever ends up in this space is exactly right and exactly enough. 

this is my leap.